Memory alone is enough to trigger the sadness in me
Reality alone is enough to bring me out of happiness

Haiz sianz i am suppose to do art now bt i reali reali don feel lyk doin although i noe if i don do i will be in deep shit...bt with the thought of not knowing where to start is enough to make me dread art...i jsut hate it so much..bt cum to tink of it...tmr is freedom frm art...yet tmr i haf to receive my dreadful results too..sumtimes i jsut wish tt i don haf a brain so i can don tink so much...sum tins although i noe n expected it bt still i let myself get defeated by it...I am just another weakling that do not face up tp reality...wateva shit la...