ME
Happiness is all I Need.
Sadness is all I wanna Abandon.
Loneliness is all I wanna Shun.
Deception is all a FACADE.
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
I am feeling rather sad now coz i don get to go out to play when its mooncake festival...hearing all the whistles of the sparkles...all i do is nth...-_-||| nobody wanna play with me n i don wanna play alone...wateva shit it is...this freaking art shit is finally over!stayed up way up til 4 plus had a 1 hr slp...n continued...sis help a little...n i am sorry i noe i was flaring up agn n agn at her...bt i couldnt control coz i was lacking loads of slp!i haven been slpin well...i have been slpin at the sofa for 3 daes i guess!n my young back!bcum a 50 yr old woman's back!its aching everywhere..this must be the reason i am growing shorted n shorter!haha told mum i wanted to go sch late n mum was so swt la...she wanted to take half a day off just to help me with my art bt i told her not to coz i reali don noe where she can help me...she nv show me her talent b4 mahs...lols...ok..do do do all the way til 9 plus...nth was completed...still i headed to sch...security guard auntie was freaking irritating...i hate the way she looked at me...the way she talked to me....she just tink tt she is so freaking gr8t...hate her!unlike the general office lady who was so nice!haha lyk them mans!nice ladies!ok so i wenta art room...put down my freaking canvas...n was tinking hard on where to start....ok so i decided to look for grace to get my stuff...gt it n started workin on it...mrs was being so bloody naggy sumtimes i noe its for our own gd bt when u wanna get tins done u reali just don need sumone to be naggging on n on...yeah i was reali slow...bt i reali don noe wat to sae i onli can blame myself i noe!o ya sihui was damn nice la!she's like a mother haha!she's so sweet...she helped me in everything!=)thanks SIHUI!n mel too she helped me too!lols!bt sihui reali helped alot...w/o her i won be able to complete anitin la...lols..hehe...ok...mrs ow tok to us for damn long!she tell us abt wat we must have n all...it was rather effective i feel...coz i understood the elements of art!lols...bt i was sleepy...was dozing...ok..den aftr tt went bubbling...bcoz of the mistake ytd the auntie put 4 oreo in my paos la!n it was lyk damn sweet!argh i damn qi coz i gained 2 kg i tink..i wanan jian fei...the rest bought carrot cake...i din want to eat carrot cake coz i din lyk the one at the coffeeshop so me n pam decided to call for delivery...in the end we cancelled coz it needed 1hr 20 mins!can die!den ask wens to da bao carrot cake for us...not nice la i tink the white one nicer!lols...watched the 7 o clock show....not up tp standard la!lols...n i ate yam with sugar for the first time..nt bad bt i reali don lyk the slimy area!lol...haha..n we did sum tins...all of us the eyes lyk can die...everybody's eye lid veri heavy n its obviously bcox of art...lol i felt so embarrassed in the bus 2dae can!i fell aslp while standing n i jerk!coz my knee bent..i felt so paiseh can..reached home n all...i am so sad tt i grow fatter n tt i am not playing anitin during this festival!I am a sad sad girl...sum tins..i try hard to ignore bt its lyk i cant lehs i have to care...bye blog!
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