I really don noe wat causes all the emotions inside me?i'm unable to cope with the stress at home....I fear to go home...I don't wanna go home!I feel pressurised!i don noe hwo to spell..and oso on other matters...things tt i don wanna mention...I need sum happy element in me!I need to ease the heaviness in me!I need sum p**** to bring me to slp...i noe i will nv forget everything...i don noe la...i just hope n wish to die tmr..die in my slp...just die...im happy just to die...i don even wanna live til 30 now...i wanna die NOW!