i don't noe..i'm starting to myself unfamiliar...a total stranger...i don understand myself more n more...i don understand wat i am tinkin...i noe i might irritate ppl by being indecisive bt i made too much bad decision tt i regret...i don noe la!argh!i don noe wats wrong with me!i sumtimes feel tt i shld just kip to myself...( i noe sum ppl tink i too emo but i don noe la its me)ok....enuff of this la...set alarm early for ytd's sch coz haf to reach early in the end i reach the time is almost the same n i actually woke up 30 mins earlier?how dumb can i be?ok reached sch...was reali bored...wenta grand stand...with high expectations...left with high disappointment...i tot tt it was gg to be reali fun...but it turnt out the other way...siva n rose n grace just cant stop eating their cereal....*shakeshead*i'm kinda pek now i asked my father where can see fireworks he actually tell me tv...tink i don noe mehs...he just don want to let me go out...argh...irritating....there are sum tins tt i kip tinkin n i get reali upset over it..sumtimes i just wanna give up in life....argh....ok cont with my story...hall was quite boring...bt bird shit was rather cute..haha..call me luo suo or wateva she's cute la hurs..just lyk wat she is when she is sec 2...lols...ok..mum is being irritating too!she said i finished the raisin cake when i onli took 3 pieces n she said i took 3 BIGGEST PIECE!pls la!irritating!argh!ok la wateva aftr tt put back chairs n assemble took our stuff waited for the ppl...initial plan was to pierce ear . sum tins drag drag drag....den i don noe den everyone go compass...im sorry tt everyone haf to follow me take bus coz my card was onli left with the pathetic 20 cents...alrites..ate at food court ate my fav noodle...n it was far from standard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i don noe la maybe its just my tastebud i finished everything coz in the end i wasnt reali feeling full bt aftr tt i was reali bloated!!!!!!!!stupid digestive system!function properly pls!ok den wanted to pierce bt nobody pierce where i want...ok walk around n all...siva can reali stuff her ice cream to her mouth i was bloody shocked when i saw!erm...sent siva n mel to their stops n went back to meet birds fangs grace to grace hse...took lrt ...walked ....pain...slack...wasn't in the mood to do anitin...therefore i seriously did nth...alrites...flying kite was fun...as in i feel zi bi coz i was reali playing n living in my own world i tot...grace cousin is really cute + weird...alrites watched tv.......n towards the end grace cousin call me fat fat...wasnt reali sad cox i can accept the truth...bt i was bloody sleepy!cox i onli get freaking 3 hrs of slp the previous day...my eyes was having a hard time...opening n closing.....i cant open my eyes...my brain cannot function properly...when i walk home i was totally blur ...waited for sis at the busstop....n reach home around 12....couldnt slp though i was tired coz my hair was reali wet...waited for hair to dry at the sofa...n feel aslp up til 4 plus....walked back to room n continued slping....aniwae bye blog im in a bad mood 2dae byebye!