ME
Happiness is all I Need.
Sadness is all I wanna Abandon.
Loneliness is all I wanna Shun.
Deception is all a FACADE.
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Friday, July 27, 2007
This is gg to be a posr of stupidity!!!!!!!!!!oh mans i don noe wats wrong with me but i noe sumtin is wrong with me...things ain't going the right way....unexpected...i hate it i hate my life isn't in a so gd mood 2dae coz i feel so..no words to describe....argh!in the morning i was damn clumsy i crushed my fruit cake with my hands...den took bus 62 i was so super stupid+clumsy i dropped my file on the lady beside me n my bag make til her...i pity her as i have to sit beside her...and i felt lyk leaving the seat bt the bloody bus is packed til the extent that i don noe where to go!argh!saw birdie in the bus kinda felt i will see her la...erm wenta sch n did morning jog n its reali boring!i din feel lyk running coz i din change to pe n its bcoz i am almost late everyday..din reali finish the 10 rounds...as i din want to?lols clara said tt she lost weight n we asked her how its reali funi!as in we are funi la...lols..damn funi!she said she skipped 300 times n on music n anihow dance n i heard pole dancing n i tot it was weird lols so when she said anihow dance i was lyk showing how is the anihow n i find it funi...thank god bird shit not there if nt she will just ask me veri funi mehs?lols..ok went for maths n i was lazy to get my tys n in the end ms gan lyk gif me a time n i rushed lyk shit as usual i am tired la!argH!ok maths was alrites bt i needed more time to do it...n i don noe how to do angle depression...n i don dare to ask...coz i feel tt i kip troubling mr shit...n is lyk the other 2 are asking her to....haiz sianz...yeps...n went for brk as usual i ate my lor egg...damn shiok....n soyabean..i don noe lehs i lyk drinkin it coz its concentrated n as ussual i lyk concentrated drinks..hehe...cant wait for pe!haha bio was boring la...din eat birdie's swt coz i wanted it to be flat?sudden feeling of wanting it to be flat den eat it...koh said i was slpin i wasnt?she asked me y am i not watching the show...isn't there a obvious reason...i hate it when ppl ask me lame ques...coz u noe wat i will gif u lame ans!i was not watching the show with my hrt i was drifting to my lala land!lalallalala!ok pe pe pe!o i feel clumsY!argh!help me help me!make me normal!ok ran 2 rounds...i don noe lehs isit bcoz i grow fatter i get tired super easily?jubina jubina!jian fei!haiz...badminton with mel was fun...bt she despised my ball!!!*CRY*n den siva n jin join in...it was fun la!i enjoyed my game until the end ....(inner meaning)ok...haha aftr pe i was all soaked...wenta locker n realised my book is in bird shit's locker!STUPID!argh!n b4 tt jin's bag have a moth....n i helped her take out in the end land on my hand...Mr/mrs moth don angry me ok?i wanna help me fren tts y...i nv kill u mahs...=)dont blame me pls!lols =)went for geo n there was many confusion for me i tot it was betta if i did it myself...argh wateva its ok....ok den wetn for brk i ate colour gui....ok...dne art..I WAS BLOODY CLUMSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHH!i open the paint the paint drop on my skirt...n den wenta wash...in the end whole skirt wet in the end i dropped the paint bottle on my palotte...n i was in a mess!tootpid!den in the end coz i was tokin to xiu rong initially in the end when malia came to me with her brush i said in english y everybody cum make me with the brush n guess wat?its malia not xiu rong!y am i so tootpid!i felt stupid really...had a hard time washing off ....ok...den the canteen gt new table haiyo bigger pls!i don lyk it!ok went off excited cox i reali wanted to try it!hehe...ok..guess wat?i forget to tap my card n im sorry tt i caused a jam!ok...aiya i lazy to sae lehs...pizza hut...ah lian...grace...waitress...eat...take pic...laff...N MOST IMPT!THEY ARE ALL SO MEAN!THEY MAKE ME FEEL UNWANTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!*CRY*!ok la....so on n on....n in the end stupid me!buy drink n dropped it halfway haven even drink halfway!n theres this weird indian!take ur eyes off us!n i was stupid agn!i press the wrong traffic light i press the same direction i came frm!summore press so hard...i was rather bored at the factory place...n i don tink there gt lots of stuff n i don tink their prices are cheap...on the contrary i feel tt they were expensive...with bad workers there...saw a cutie in the bus!i wanna wanna kidnapped it!aw.....so sweet de baby!hehe powery smell...lols...cross road..hougang mall...toilet...sportslink....sweet shop...food court....n more la...thanks bird for peiing me to hougang mall...lols hehe..shes so nice...i feel ...this few days onli......waited for my bus...n bought food...i was filled with things la...2 ah bengs wanted me to buy ice cream from them...WLLODH!ok reached home n i din feel lyk eating still i ate 5 dumplings?oh my gosh !argh!ok...den watch tv...damn sad...ok came online n stupid birdie make me feel so unimportant!....haiz...have been tinkin lehs...is frens now reali tt impt?i feel tt everbody is so selfish nowadays?its even difficult to find sumone close ot trust?I don noe la...i feel tt humans are weird creatures tt are hard to understand....alrites i am gg to find for courts...coz I LOVE BADMINTON!beybye blog see u when i am online!
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