have not blogged for many days coz don haf enuff time to come online...gotta accomplished my mission...and i finally did it!yeah..though its not perfect...shall blog frm last sun til today coz i wanna thank pam..lols...ok...purposely woke up early in the morning in order to watch huan zhu ge ge...lols..its nice lor...haiz bt pam they all thinks tt i lyk abit odd coz they tink lyk last time ppl then watch this show...=p!erm....watched n din comlete was kinda sad...coz it was the last episode!argh!ok bathed n all n wenta vivo to meet them the train journey was reali boring!i was bored stiff alrights!argh!ok den suppose to meet siva they all at super dog bt i reali don noe where so wenta the other direction n halfway i changed my mind n turned back n i found my way haha!ok met them n i was still bored....many thoughts went thru my mind...n bird they all came n she got the latest sony phone..o im so jealous her camera is so bloody clear!tsk tsk tsk...n wenta the cinema to meet xuebs n wans....n den saw pam...n we got free pops n drinks!lols rather big mans bt no matter how big i can finish it lols!alrights....watched the movie is not reali veir boring bt neither is it interesting maybe coz i don understand bt i did enjoy though coz i sat there n eat pops...lols!haha...yeah food is all i think...lols...we wenta the toilet halfway n it was reali awkard coz we were lyk sitting at the 1st row(u noe the row meant for tt tin?)haha wateva...haha i kip telling them abt DBSK..lols...n they tink im mad...haha...aftr tt we took the train to ps...bt i din reali wanna go coz i was so bloody tired coz the day b4 i slept at 2 plus to do my tin...n its lyk this few days i have been sleeping around 2 to 3 plus....n wake up early....yeah...ytd i went to j8 with my sis coz she's gg to study with jane n i went there to complete my mission...yeps...in the end jane din came n meet us at the given time coz her grannny surprised her...n she had to meet us later...wenta mac with sis to eat my fav sausage muffin!!!!yummy!finger linking good!bt the person who served me was obviously retarded n inefficent....she din gif me a tray?n i was suppose to carry 2 muffins n 2 milos?cant stand it...cant even handle me stil wanna kpo ppl....argh bt i noe workin is hard so i din reali sae anitin..n i even thanked her..haha im nice!hehe den we wenta ntuc coz i was afraid tt i was gg to be thirsty so we bought mineral water...den wenta the library n i insisted o taking the lift lol coz phobia tt time climb til i wanna die...n reached there hurry take up my stuff n do coz i din haf enuff time..i had a deadline...alrites den jane came ...n we wanted to go to the CC to study n on the way jane saw a kitten..n i ran away coz im afraid as usual..nth changes...lols...ok when we reached there passed by a vending machine n sis notice tt we might get 2 pkts of potato chips if we buy with just 60 cents so she decided to try her luck n in the end she din get it n she lost her money too..n we werre lyk laffin coz pei le fu ren you zhe bing...lols....n we wenta the study corner n guess wat all the seats were taken up bt there were lyk nobody there...so irritating dne we hadta look for another place to study n we wenta the nearest study corner coz jane wanted to be "light bulb" coz there were a guy n a girl studying there too..in the end ...i din tink we were light bulbs coz i don think they are couple....yeah...almost die there the uncle smoked...n i was lyk gg to choke with the smell....n we decided to leave lols wenta mos burger to eat!!!!!!!!!lols...yummy delicious can!!!!!!aftr tt eat sub cookies it was truly grossed as i was grossed out the oatmeal cookie was the worse i ever ate...erm....n den continued with my tin....all the way til 6 plus or 5 plus i tink......n jane was ultimate she said she was a pretty girl n there was lyk 15 secs of silence mans!is lyk total me n reb were super shocked..lols....ok den we went for a walk coz jane want to buy pressie n her stuff n reb too....n they stayed at a watch shop for super long n got nth in the end...n shop shop shop n i was bored...coz i don tink i was shopping.....i was bored to the extreme!ok wenta buy crystal jade bread alone...n yeah....it was super delicious...aniwae i kip gainging weight i feel so super si xin on jian fei le although i want so much to slim down..jian fei = depression to me!yeps..ok den wenta chinatown...went back to the shop coz i din haf enuff diamonds to go around...so went there in the end i found cheaper n nicer diamonds...y am i so blind...this is the reason y i hate to make decision so much!I REALLY HATE IT!!!!!!!!!COZ I OWAYS REGRET ON MY DECISION!!!!!!!I OWAYS MAKE THE WRONG CHOICE!!!!!I OWAYS TRUST MYSELF WRONGLY !I LOSE FAITH IN WAT I SEE!yeah......abit ji dong...lols...bt im reali angry abt it coz i really hate to haf regrets...so don blame me if i oways refuse to decide on tins or get angry if u asked me to decide coz i don want to haf ani regrets.....though i noe hero dislike ppl who tink they they cant make up my mind bt im so sorry i cant even change myself for hero thought i like him so much...how i wish one dae i could really marry him bt y isit so impossible?haiz!I WANT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!crazy girl....lols...wateva... i don wanna blog abt ytd animore coz too much unhappiness...slept at 3 ytd n woke up at 10 coz gt tins to do...wenta plaza to buy tins den wenta compass to buy things....sis forced me to haf lunch....my feelings today was really complexed!i don noe wat i am tinkin a couldnt sort out my feelings....i don understand wat i am tinkin at all.........................get reminded of this n tt easily i get affected easily...sumtimes i noe i cannot control my emotions....i reali wanna control...bt i totally lost sense of it....!ok...fine went home eat n wenta sleep...til 4 5 plus n watch tv frm den til lyk 11 n came online finally....i miss watching dbsk videos so i haf to come online!lols...DBSK IS THE BEST!!!!!!I dont see the ad the whole dae i feel so sad!!!!!!!!aniwae end of 2dae.......buai buai....