Happiness is all I Need.
Sadness is all I wanna Abandon.
Loneliness is all I wanna Shun.
Deception is all a FACADE.
Y Wednesday, May 23, 2007
School was reali boring....checking ppr n all n finding out tt i was not improving but my results are like sliding off!ate alot lot lot!n did the ppr agn!damn difficult i was lost!!!!!never found!haha....i was bloody disttracted not by myself alrites...O ya chapel was fun...haha had fun entertaining myself.....n vannessa was lyk disturbing me....-_- n elsie too?weirdos!the band was lyk not bad but they oways sing the same song n i told jess tt those "girls" who oways sit beside us make us feel safer coz the prefects onli cares abt scolding them....whahahahahah!then moving the chairs were alrite mans...grace the merlion damn poor tin she moved a chair higher than her!lols!she make it back alive in the end....haha....ok check ppr agn...super boring but had fun laffin with elsie la hurs...she n her lameness!she can laff at a joke for 2 daes?pei fu ta?she must be happy everyday!haha!good for her....but i got sort of disttracted by her mans!wanted veri much to go to the poly tok with grace n all but i needa settle my posb card n i agreed to meet my sis haha!sorry!i reali wanna go!aftr sch bought the usual biscuit!*lots of love*haha!n wenta hrtland with LC!HAHA another life endangered!she made me cross a road with her!lols den posb filled with peeps!n the lady who help me was grt but the other one wanted to charge me idiot!!!!!!!!!my card was retained lars!so it got nth to do with my memory!!!!!!!!haha atr KFC with LC!damn full can den go cold cold n walk den while waiting saw wan chung haha coz we meetin her !lols den tok tok tok den saw my sis!den sis eat eat eat den wc n lc go buy bb tea for me....n themselves.....den go cc nth new?sianz!den go find Weiwen n eat her choco!!!!!!!!lols!den off we go................................ Loneliness might make me feel sad but it onli last for a moment....cause after tt when u r happy u r bound to forget about ur loneliness....but when a person assume this n tt of u n u r not even tinkin abt it tts the sadness?I say things not becoz i am filled with motive its just tt i just say what i think i never think abt the consequences and tt is me....if one person sae she will not change for a person's sake then the same goes to me?its hard for me to change?therefore i nv ask a person to change if the person don wanna change? losing a fren dosen mean a total loneliness its just a scar inflicted in the heart...this is my own blog so i sae wat i sae...coz this is the onli way i can express myself now?Why does people always assume things?I nv wanted a person to feel guilty, I never talk to a person with motive?all i said was what i think.....I just shoot off all my words!is it wrong tt my character is like that?I never want a person to pity me too?its just the way i talk....Why dosen anyone question me do i reali think this way before they give me a "verdict"?I don like ppl to be late but i reali don mind if its onli 15 mins....I don mind if the person tell me she's gonna be late coz i noe i oso will late.....but its just me to tell u tt im not happy tt a person is being late continously......I din mean to add stress to a person.....i just say wat i tink....when i tell ppl wat i tink ppl take it as stress , gain sympathy n all n when i don tell ppl wat i tink ppl tink tt i cause prob cox i kip everything ot myself...when i wanna protect a person from breaking down....I keep wat i disagree....in the end i found out i was wrong to do so....I don care about loneliness....coz aftr all wat most impt to me is television....bcoz now frenship i cannot salvage it animore so i rather watch tv...n my studies how am i gonna buck up? ppl often sae msg cause misunderstandings then why does that person misunderstand the msg?tell me?if got anitin unclear why cannot just cum to my face n question me?rather then think wat u tink?When i expect sumone to reply coz not bcoz i expect sumtin frm the person its just tt i need an ans?I don lyk to be kept in suspense n to be waiting for a msg?when i treat sumone nice or wat i don expect the person to be the same or treat me nicer?or i want is for the person to appreciate tts all?I just hate it when i see how ppl judge me by using their own thinking as wat i am tinkin!OK....Lets tok abt DBSK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOVING YOU PV OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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