Today is reali a long long day not that the fact that the time as in bcoz of all the things that went thru my mind it was reali long....Couldn't pay attention to lessons as too many thing was in my mind?i just cant kick the habit of pondering over matters....it seems tt i will nv kick this habit...haiz...knew tt i was gg to be late as it was monday n it was raining agn!n is lyk in order nt to face ms kok me n my sis rushed n did not tap our card...(STUPID ME !onli tapped at 4 plus....)DUMBO!argh!den listening comphre was reali tough for me?i couldn't manage at all....haiz...i couldn't concentrate.....recess was great but wasnt tt great?haha..coz i ate alot bt in the end i gt a tummyache?i have been digesting slow i guess..i don feel full...bt after the time passed i suffer tummy ache...which is bad ......useless me keep thinking of dropping Os...i reali don wanna take it?coz i feel tt im not studying...too much worries...i tend to tink too much...n i cannot stand it....argh!wats wrong with me?im nt even studying?not getting on with my life?how stupid can i get?haiz....all i want is to be happy...like the past...with no worries?is this the reason y i am not studying n progressing?i have been thinkin abt it?i noe who dosen haf worries right?bt all this is reali slowing me or obstructing me....haiz....i cant even study....HELP!im not asking for anibodi's help...im just asking my mind n god.....so pls don misunderstand me?haiz sumtimes i tink n tink y i get misunderstood by ppl so easily?haiz...give up...byebye blogger...