i suddenly think that i come ot realise alot of things..i oways tot i could trust everybody but now i think its true that its betta not to trust sumone so much....i reali don noe....i find that i have been lied to...i feel so deceived...i don noe wats going on but i just want some peace now either let me know nothing or don even turn up in front of me i cant stand it when sumone say sumtin n meant another tin....i just want you to GET OUT!new year is coming i haven even buy new year clothes.....i nv even smoke le n i don even smoke tt brand n now im suspected of smokin at home n den summore they suspect me haiz...so idiot!