i ponder over wat does a special place in a heart means....i dont noe when wld it be de next time i cld see u agn aftr tis month u r leaving sch...haiz..i reali hope i cld see u more often...though seeing u doesen help in anitin..but im contented...haiz..i jus wanan see a smile frm u hear ur voice frm u...tts all...i dont ask for more...i tink im reali slackin alot...wats happening to me..i dont noe...i onli noe..deres no where in my heart to study...not even for slpin...all i tink is u u n u...reali...hope that you will be happy forever..yup..2dae went to sch for sci n maths lesson..n sci lyk so dao mei...I CANT STAND IT!!!!!!STOP TOUCHING ME LEANING ON ME!!!!!im nOt a gAY!!!!!!!o mAnz..im gEtting PIssEd Off wiD aLL tiS...i reAli cANt stAnd it..im nOt a gAY!!!!!hAiz..mAdneSs i tink fAngs they alL wiLl nOe wAt i tokIN...hOpe de pErSon nOe it toO...coZ i find it hard to opEn mY moUth to tEll HEr nOt to touch mE...hAiz..idiot..dEn wE wEnt OMs to bUy crAckErs for breAk dEn we sit den n eAt eAt eAt dEn wE lAte for mAtHs mS kok oN firE...dEn sHE scoLd scoLD lIl bIt dEN aftr tt hOW BLUR CAN I BE!!!!!!i bRing E wRong fiLE to sCh!!!!!!!wAt dE..dEn as if tts not enuff...i forgot to bRin mY mAThs tb UP cAN..wAt dE...dEN run uP n doWn n bIrd nv bring KEy hAi sI mE..but nvm...hAiz...feEL so dAO mEi..hAiz dEn aftr tt stay back coPy fiVE timEs alL de tinS..sO tirINg...tHAnzk fAngs mEl n bIRd for hElPing mE!!!!!!!!hAIz..thANkz jiN for leNding mE dE pApEr dEN aFtr tt wE wEnt to bK..eAt n eAt dEN aftr tt eAt sWt dEN Aftr tt wE wEnt mAc dEN aftr tt i dont dAre go hOmE coZ rAiNIng fAThEr wOnt alLow ME IN...dEN aftr tt i wEnt mAc AwhIle..dEN BUy sWt eAt wANted stuDy bUt cANt coZ nO heArt..dNE wEnt bUY buBBLe teA..dEN gOt dOG..mAdneSs sIt dEre for wAt so mAni pLAce to sit..hAIz..dEN wE run aftr dE bUs...so fuNI lAff n lAff dEn go hOme dEN reAch hOme so tirEd liE on de sofA n fALl ASlp dNE wAke uP eAt diNNer dEN bAtHe dEN do tutiON wORk lIS to mAni sONgS...hAIz wAt doeS a special place means to u i reali wanan noe....