i rmb saein that i will wait for her to me its lyk a promise i can nv brk i dont noe y but i ponder abt mani tins..maybe i shld gif up but no matter how hard i try its lyk juz doin nth...i wish i cld juz stop tinking abt her n everitin...i reali am tinkin deres so mani tins tt i do not want to happen...but all i can do is nth...i dont noe wats my feelin lyk for tis few daes but i dont noe y aftr de brk up wid another her i kip tinking abt de past...not abt de another her but de her...n it seems to be lyk i haf no one to pour all my sorrows tO???sumtiMeS i Noe i tinK tOo much but i do not hAf ani wAys to stoP it...y iS life not de way i want it to Be if itS de wAy i want it to Be evEritin will Be fine...i cAnt coNcentrAte oN my studieS sUmtimes i wOndEr y bUt i oNli foUnd out y when i tiNK abt evEritIn on de wAy hOme...aM i BEing fAir to mySelf or aniBodi....Or am i juz selfiSh???hAiz...