ME
Happiness is all I Need.
Sadness is all I wanna Abandon.
Loneliness is all I wanna Shun.
Deception is all a FACADE.
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
i hAve bEen tinking abt mAni tins...m i toO stuPid Or wAt hAiz..sumtimEs i reAli doNt noe wat im tinking...i dont nOe wAt r mY feElins lYk...suMtimEs i reAli feEl tt i lYk tiS pErSon alot but owAys dEreS sUmtin sHe dO tt mAkEs mE feEl i mAke dE wRong miStAke...jUBs reALi cAn fall for pPl YoUngEr????*indoUbttoO*hAiz...mAyBe riGht noW i cAnt evEn coNCentrAte oN mY stuDiEs n dE onLi reASon iS bcoZ im stiL doUbtfuL abt mY feElins n i nOE evEn if i coNfirmEd evEritin it will stiLL tUrn out to bE nth...i doNt lyk dE wAy wHen i sEe HEr n aLl i can dO iS to loOK awAy...wAt doeS it mean to mE??*doUBtfultoO*thOUGht abt de pAst n evEritiN aM i jUz aSkIn troUble for mYSElf...i tinK mAyBe i cAn jzu kIp it tO mySelf to hU i lYk n evEritin iN tiS wAy mAybe dEreS leSs trOUBlE...im reAli doUBting eVEritin...doUbting aBt wAt i dO...evEn If wHen i dont lYk dE perSon i sEe HEr attAch Or lYKin anothEr it mAkes mE fEel so ....it cAnnOt bE deScrIBe...HAiz..ttS aLL for 2daE pOst...
please believe me again at 6:29 PM